Oh its that kind of day.
Sometimes I get into these moods where I feel like my life is falling apart. Right now, I feel like my life is falling apart.
Call it immaturity, call it whatever you will, but things are just not going according to plan and it drives me nuts. It's not a huge deal, honestly...but I feel like the waters of chaos (A.K.A. A HUGE HURRICANE) is coming at me, and I am the only one left in New Orleans. Right by the Ocean. In between huge buildings. I swear on my life that I'm going to drown.
Here are the things crashing around me:
Health.
Family.
Friends.
Men.(Actually they are not crashing around me, which is the problem. They are no where near me.)
Money.
Lack of clean laundry.
Someday, I am going to escape.
This is one of the reasons I go to school in Idaho. Because when I'm in Idaho, I don't remember anyone back home. I don't even remember that other world.
There are two worlds I live in. One is college, and one is home and everything from my past. I don't like the home world. I love my home. But coming back makes me feel like a kid-napped child. I hate feeling like a kid-napped child. All unsafe and vulnerable. I go back to Rexburg in 5ish days. I can make it that long...
On a happier front I got some hard-core snow boots from payless. Holla. I'm going to wear those bad boys EVERYWHERE. Screw fashion.
ALSO: a little tip to everyone who shops at payless. Don't be rude. If you are going to be rude, I'm going to be rude. I have no problem with it. So to the lady who I politely asked to repeat her phone number, and she said back, "Can't you hear?" I say, "WHAT IF I WAS PARTIALLY DEAF, YOU INSENSITIVE CUSSWORD?"
Yeah you know that's right.
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